Just had a long-ish chat with the sissies. Talking about my race still brings the tears - I wonder why is it so bad this time >.< . But ky and p's race definitely brings the laughter, absolutely no doubts about that! Even sissy T totally LOL!! :D
You know why you faltered this time? Because you placed too much pressure on yourself to perform, for others and/or for yourself. There may be other contributory factors but this was The One; Trust me on this because I've been there done that. - sissy