I just totally HATE it when people bring a subject up, and when they get to the crux of the whole issue, they tell me, "Oh Sarah, I can't tell you about it cos I'm actually not supposed to tell anyone." Then why even bother mentioning it at all if you have no intention to tell me the whole thing? No one says you've gotta tell me about it. I mean, if you've said that you can't give me the webbie to your internet diary cos the content's too personal, I'd have left it at that. I do understand that diaries are very personal stuff, and some people feel uncomfortable letting others read them. But you had to say, "I can't tell you what is it in my diary that you can't read, cos 5 persons already know about it, and I can't let it spread further." Since 5 persons already know about it, what will 1 more do? It's not like I'll tell. But the best (or should I say the worst?) thing was that the 5 persons included my best friend! Oh great! My best friend knows about it, while I'm still kept in the dark. However, I don't blame her for not telling me, cos she was just being loyal to you. But I was just wondering... Am I that transparent? Or do you think that I can't keep my "huge" trap shut and that I'll leak your secrets out? Ah.. Maybe it gives you a sense of satisfaction/achievement knowing that you know something which I don't know about? Well, sad (I should be happy!) to say, this just goes to show how "well" you know me, and that maybe you're not worthy of my precious time, sadistic moron!

Argh!~ Promos are just 3 days away. I'm actually still doing the layout of my blog. Have not done any revision the whole weekend, and did not start on it today either. Just got scolded by my mom! Double damn! I'm gonna start right after I shower.

I haven't been updating recently. I've been really busy with school - assignments, tests, but mainly Project Work (PW). That's because one member in my PW group isn't doing his share of work. I've been having late nights, sometimes not even sleeping at all, all because of YOU! Assignments undone, tests not done up to expectations, dozing off during lectures and it's cos of YOU! YOU totally SUCK!

He thinks he has done alot, but actually he's done SO LITTLE, it's really NOTHING! What did he do? He merely had to piece the parts for our Written Report (WR) and some editing. And that was only for the 1st draft, no less. The rest of the WR drafts were mainly done by me. At least the other 2 members did the share of work. But you? NOTHING! Do you know that for the 2nd draft, the whole group worked throughout the night to complete our WR while you were snoozing away? Okay, you said your relative passed away. I was understanding, that's why I assigned you less work to do. Yet, you didn't do anything, though you were only assigned 4 pathetic minutes to do and to get your G3a forms (These forms are for the Analysis of Secondary Sources) done, which should have been completed long ago. I had to do the charts for the survey analysis - which was of cos no mean feat, especially to a computer idiot like me, the survey analysis, extra G3a form and minutes. The rest also had alot to do. Maybe he had a good reason for not completing his work, you may say. But NO! His reasons were so CRAPPY, it really got me boiling! His reasons were like, "I'm very stressed these few days. I can't think of anything to write" or "If I don't sleep by 11, I'll get a migraine tomorrow". Well, everyone's stressed! You're not the only one. But we still have things to do and deadlines to meet. You can't just leave everything to your group to do just because you're stressed. And how old are u school boy? You're already 17 this year. You're a grown up. I'm pretty sure you can stay up if you want to. Plus, you didn't even bother to try to do any minutes during the lectures or breaks, knowing well that the Group Project File (GPF) was due that day, and that we seriously needed the minutes to fill it up. Do you know I was rushing out as many minutes as I possibly could? During lectures, breaks, and even tutorials!

As our group's secretary, he was supposed to handle our GPF. Yet, it's usually me or my other group members who's bringing it home. And I'm often the one making sure that the GPF is in order, and what needed to be in is actually in. This should be the reponsibility of the secretary, not the leader.

Plus, he has not turned up for many meetings that we had. Mostly, it's due to "family problems", which I've no idea whether is it true. However, sometimes, he claims that he did not receive my SMS. I've my doubts about this reason. My other group members received my SMS except him, which is kinda weird. It was also clearly stated in my 'Sent Items' that I've sent it to him. Oddly, whenever I SMS him about unimportant stuff, he never fails to receive them.

The worst thing was that he actually had the cheek to claim credit for the "better" questions in our survey when he did not contribute any at all. Yes, I agreed to give him some questions to help him. Yet, he took advantage of it, and even doctored the minutes so as to make it look like he contributed most of the questions. YIKES!! I never knew you were such a person! Unscrupulous, despicable, scheming, cunning.. Everything I never thought you were. I've totally lost my trust in you.

Anyway, I think it's gonna be payback time soon. Cos someone else (You should be able to guess who) knows all about this too. Wait! Actually, many people are already aware of this. Maybe you're the only one who's still in the dark. Well, I believe your end is near. Haha... Await your doom! Hmm... I sound really mean! But I think he deserves it.

As the saying goes, never judge a book by it's cover. PW has really allowed me to see the true person behind each facade.