I had my Chinese and Chemistry papers today. For the first time in my life, I have this bad feeling that I might just fail Chinese. Though I admit my Chinese is just average (Okay, maybe slightly below average), I've never flunk Chinese before. Many times I manage to scrape through and get at least a decent C on my result slip.

Well, I only started writing my essay 45 mins after the start of the paper, leaving me with just another 45 pathetic minutes to finish it. The reason? Indecisiveness. I took a long time deliberating on which question to attempt, the plot I should use. Just kept changing my mind. Argh!~ Obviously I couldn't finish writing it on time. In class, I always had to take at least 2 hrs to complete an essay, with the help of other better students no less. And that cause me to eat into the next 90 minutes meant for paper 2. Everything just went wrong from then. I had no time to finish the paper. I screwed up in the compre and the summary, sections which I felt I could have really scored. I hope I can get another decent C this time.

As for Chemistry, I felt I could have scored better if I had started revising earlier. But luckily for me, my last minute revision was really useful as the questions set were on the latest topics, which I was revising during the 3 hrs break between Chinese and Chemistry. Phew! Though the revision did help, I still think I'm gonna fail paper 1. 18.5 out of 40 marks are definitely gone, cos I didn't even start on the questions. Didn't know how to do them. Now that leaves me with only 1.5 marks if I wanna pass, which is pretty impossible cos I'm pretty sure I made other mistakes here and there. Argh!~ But there's still hope! Yea! I'm gonna work very hard for my paper 2 on Friday.