I just totally HATE it when people bring a subject up, and when they get to the crux of the whole issue, they tell me, "Oh Sarah, I can't tell you about it cos I'm actually not supposed to tell anyone." Then why even bother mentioning it at all if you have no intention to tell me the whole thing? No one says you've gotta tell me about it. I mean, if you've said that you can't give me the webbie to your internet diary cos the content's too personal, I'd have left it at that. I do understand that diaries are very personal stuff, and some people feel uncomfortable letting others read them. But you had to say, "I can't tell you what is it in my diary that you can't read, cos 5 persons already know about it, and I can't let it spread further." Since 5 persons already know about it, what will 1 more do? It's not like I'll tell. But the best (or should I say the worst?) thing was that the 5 persons included my best friend! Oh great! My best friend knows about it, while I'm still kept in the dark. However, I don't blame her for not telling me, cos she was just being loyal to you. But I was just wondering... Am I that transparent? Or do you think that I can't keep my "huge" trap shut and that I'll leak your secrets out? Ah.. Maybe it gives you a sense of satisfaction/achievement knowing that you know something which I don't know about? Well, sad (I should be happy!) to say, this just goes to show how "well" you know me, and that maybe you're not worthy of my precious time, sadistic moron!